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200: My crush’s name is: Mr.Chu 199: I was born in: Sampit 198: I am really: Skive 197: My cellphone company is: Apple 196: My eye color is: darkbrown 195: My shoe size is: 38 194: My ring size is: I don’t remember 193: My height is: about 157 (?) 192: I am allergic to: smoke 191: My 1st car was: a remote control car 190: My 1st job was: student 189: Last book you read: Reinventing Government 188: My bed is: full of dolls 187: My pet: none 186: My best friend: my laptop 185: My favorite shampoo is: makarizo mk3 184: Xbox or ps3: I don’t play both 183: Piggy banks are: cute 182: In my pockets: there’s oat choco 181: On my calendar: I don’t have calendar in myroom 180: Marriage is: once in a lifetime 179: Spongebob can: make me curious about how tasty the krabby patty is 178: My mom: my everything 177: The last three songs I bought were? I cant remember 176: Last YouTube video watched: WGM 175: How many cousins do you have? I cant re...

Although I cant tell you what kind of something that I secretly wish is…. I cant help not to post it even just babbling on this blog without any explains of that secret thing something that, deep inside my heart screaming out loud sounds so absurd. yeah I am now hiks waiting for the miracle could happen so my wish come true I have found one quote that describe me well right now : it’s not 11:11 it’s not my birthday there’s no shooting star yet I’m still wishing for you okay, enough for babbling  nite xxx

Ketika saya menutup mata, melipat tangan dan berdoa, d isamping bersyukur dan berterimakasih kepada Tuhan, s aya meminta banyak hal kepada Tuhan.  Bohong kalau saya tidak meminta banyak hal kepada Tuhan  dari hal sepele sampai hal yang ribet.  I Ask Him this and that, expect my plan and wishes come true,  I know he worked on me with His plan, His way, and His time. His Plan I always remind my self that God’s plan WILL NOT lead me to the wrong direction. Rencana saya yang saya pikir terbaik, sesungguhnya tidak ada apa-apanya dengan Rencana sempurna yang dirancang Tuhan. Rencana-Nya yang anti air, anti badai, anti ombak, anti huru-hara dan yang pasti ANTI GAGAL. His Way Cara yang Tuhan pakai terkadang sulit saya mengerti dan pahami. Tapi ketika saya sadar, cara yang Tuhan pakai adalah cara yang paling benar dan sekali lagi, paling sempurna. Meskipun cara yang Tuhan pakai juga bukanlah cara yang instant seperti yang saya mau but I belie...

That was what a best friend did : hold up a mirror and show you your heart -Kristin Hannah- This friendship started when we were in senior high school.  We were in the same class in our first year.  Suatu pertemuan dalam sebuah kebetulan yang membawa kami sampai disini Kita bukan kumpulan orang keren, orang beken, apalagi orang pintar xoxo Kita hanyalah kumpulan gadis-gadis yang jiwanya agak terguncang With them, I can do a lot of silly things and we were being silly together.  Kita terima ketidak-beresan satu sama lain,  serius! Ketawa-ketawa karena hal bodoh dan konyol yang kami temukan disekeliling kami, Atau keseringan sih ketawa karena kebodohan dan kekonyolan kami sendiri :D with them, the laughter is endless and causes me actual physical pain.  We grew up together and go through a lot of things together.  Sudah ngerasain manis-pahit-asem-hambarnya dunia SMA Dengan gaya kami pada saat itu yang (kami pikir...

Bongkar-bongkar isi lemari demi mencari baju yang tiba-tiba menghilang entah kemana >_< Dan tiba-tiba iseng buka berkas penting yang isinya ijazah dari masih jadi bocah TK, waktu jadi anak SD yang culun, waktu masih jadi anak ingusan SMP, waktu berasa paling keren SMA (ijazah perguruan tinggi is loading to join) Melihat foto-foto saya di ijazah itu, betapa polos, lucu, culun, dan alay haha... Okay, setiap orang pernah alay pada masanya. And suddenly my heart whispered God, I’ve come this far ! When I was a kid, having no worries at all and now my mind always remind me that I have so many things to do. Perjalanan saya yang sudah berjalan sejauh ini…. I never thought I could do it but I did Saya tau saya nggak mungkin menghentikan waktu seperti Do Min Joon di You Came From the Stars Tapi saat itu, saya ingin berhenti sebentar Mengingat semua hal yang sudah terjadi dalam hidup saya. Menengok sebentar kebelakang Mengingat transformasi saya,...

Papah adalah the one and only in our home who rarely complain, beneran deh I mean, he’s not talking too much... nggak kayak saya dan mamah yang yahh gitu deh Apa-apa dicomelin, apa-apa dikeluhin :D And he’s a hard worker! He could fix almost everything, proud to be his daughter :) Suatu hari (dulu) kita duduk santai diruang keluarga Saya lupa gimana alurnya sampai papah ngomongin satu hal yang sampai saat ini saya ingat betul Dia bilang gini : “Jangan menaruh dendam dengan orang lain, jangan bertengkar dengan orang lain, jangan menyimpan kedua hal itu sampai matahari terbenam. Saat matahari terbenam, saat itu juga semua kekesalan dan kebencian kamu terhadap seseorang juga ikut terbenam. Jadi saat kamu pergi tidur, kamu tidur dengan hati yang ringan” Such a valuable lesson Saya pada saat itu yang cuman bisa kedip-kedip semi nganga, diam-diam menyimpan nasihat itu kedalam hati saya. Saya terapkan kedalam kehidupan saya untuk tidak menar...

Have you ever felt hopeless with yourself ? Or have you ever felt bored with your life ? Saya pernah. Okay, sering. It was like standing in the middle of nowhere Melihat segala sesuatunya berjalan sebaik dan senormal biasanya Kecuali satu, saya. Merasakan bingung dan kesepian disaat yang bersamaan Saya bisa aja curhat sama sahabat-sahabat, but I can’t Bukan karena saya nggak percaya mereka, Tapi justru karena saya sendiri juga bingung untuk mulai menjelaskan darimana Everything looks complicated like tangled yarn Tapi…. semakin saya pusingkan semua hal penting dan nggak penting yang lagi salto-salto dalam otak saya, saya justru semakin bingung Dan menit berikutnya saya malah senyum sendiri sambil bertopang dagu Why so serious sih ? It’s complicated, okay But why are you wasting time sitting down like a chicken will lay eggs ? Akui saja hari ini adalah hari yang berat, dan hari ini akan ber...

We bought our couple rings as a symbol of our friendship That’s such a cute ring that combined with the “love” that represents our love for each other. For me, friends are the peoples who makes me feel that even it’s getting hard, it’s okay because you have us. I have been through a lot of things with them Happiness, sadness, madness, struggle…. I knew that our togetherness will end, sooner or later There comes a day when we can’t sitting around the same table, drinking coffee and talking a lot of things. There comes a day when we have to be apart chase dreams, hopes, and future in our own way A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow -William Shakespeare-

Smoky days ! Smoke is like a “special” guest every year in my hometown There’s no policy that’s good enough to minimize this problem Though the smoke couldn’t immediately disappear but at least (please) not getting worse from year to year I had to wear a mask wherever I go though that’s not so helpful because smoke still could be inhaled Almost every night my head dizzy like crazy because of smoke I hate the smell, really. Go to campus with the smarting eyes and the smell of smoke Ohhh how I miss the sunshine hikssss For you who have been burned lands, don’t you think about your family who also inhale this smoke ? It doesn’t matter if you can swallow and inhale all the smoke you have created Instead of harming others and share your irresponsibility by inhaling this smoke together I hope you quickly realize that the smoke wasn’t a good idea for the health of the respiratory system May God bless your mind, soul, and your lungs God we are wait...

I have so many things to worry about >_< Thinking about my worries list that spinning around inside my head And finally my head fills with WORRIES In large letters on each letter W-O-R-R-I-E-S  I wish that I could make my worries disappear, think and feel that everything is going to be okay But no, I can’t I know this is not good to always worried about something or anything I have to place all my worries on God I know He will help me as soon as possible Just keep my fingers crossed huhu

Quality time with my girls ! We had planned it hmm maybe about three years ago.  To have fun, eating snacks, chitchat, and take selfies ! This place is not a café, just a place was filled by tall tress and close to the river, because it’s weekend, quite a lot of people who visit there just like us. Forget about our “campus” things for a while and it feels like collecting positive energies to start all the routines because the holiday has ended yeah ! Lots of fun and our laughter fills the air How nice it was xoxo

Running Man adalah Variety Show Korea  dibintangi oleh tujuh orang member yaitu Ji Suk Jin, Yoo Jae Suk, Kim Jung Kook, Haha, Kang Gary, Song Ji Hyo, dan Lee Kwang Soo. Variety show ini yang selalu menghiasi layar laptop saya  dan selalu berhasil membuat saya tertawa dari yang cuman ketawa sekedarnya sampe ketawa ngakak nggak etis.  Saya nggak tau persis sudah berapa episode yang saya tonton selama ini, tapi yang pasti variety show ini adalah favorite saya karena ringan dan menghibur ! Dan.... Member favorite saya adalah Lee Kwang Soo!  member termuda Running Man yang dijuluki Giraffe karena tingginya yang kurang lebih mencapai 1,90m, Betrayer karena member yang satu ini memang tidak bisa dipercaya dalam segala hal, suka berbohong, licik, ceroboh, sial, dan cenderung lemah dalam bermain game yang melibatkan kekuatan otot. Dengan segala kekurangan yang dimiliki Kwang Soo, saya tetap menjagokan dia dalam setiap episodenya. Pembawaan diri Kwa...